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Does anybody know the cure for loneliness? I don't know why but it's just really hit me a lot lately. I mean of course I'm not alone because I have my friends and everything but I could be in group of people and still feel so alone like there is nobody around me. I'm just tired of feeling like this. It sucks and I have no idea how to get rid of that feeling. My friends have told me when I've had these bouts with loneliness that they think go away but really don't, that all I need to do is get out and be with friends and not worry about it. Well I've been there done that and I don't even think about it til it gets as bad as it is now. I just don't know anymore. I just don't think that anyone really understands me or where I am coming from anymore.
Another thing that I know I complain alot about is my love life or rather lack thereof... You know how sometimes people ask you what is something that you want most in the world? *Confession time* Well one of my top answers is to be loved. I mean not platonically loved but romantically. I want to be in love preferably with someone who loves me back. I want to fall in love and I just wish that I knew why that hasn't happened for me yet. I mean I was in love once or at least i believe it was but it was unrequited and I don't want to talk about that but that is what I want. To be loved. I want to know that someone is there for me who loves me for me and doesn't want to change me into their perfect person. I am not perfect nor will I ever be. I want to know that if I am having a bad day or even a good day that someone is there to hear about it. I just want to meet someone whom I can be completely goofy with, whom I can love and be there for, someone whom I can talk to, I mean really talk to whether the conversation be funny or serious just to talk. In other words I just want to be in love and be loved back.

~Sarah
I found this quote yesterday on one of my xanga subscriptions that I really liked "I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, and cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter as long as youre having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about break a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too, or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything hes got.